Sunday, November 16, 2008

Plodding Along

Things are no better and no worse here. We are still waiting for the phone call about the counselling but I am not holding my breath. If it was me, I would have tried someone else instead of just accepting that we are on a waiting list for god knows how long!!! But I am not doing it this time. It's time he took some responsibility. We are keeping it together for the kids but things are very tense between us. He still has made no effort to sit down and talk and I am not going to initiate it AGAIN!!!

Ashleigh still won't spend time alone with Steve. She has come to me for the 3 weight watchers meetings I have gone to and I just can't convince her to stay with her father. The other 2 are fine and things have improved there, but Ashleigh is such a different child. So sensitive and easy going but when things bother her, she is very clingy to me. I really need to look into some counselling for her.

Sorry again for the lack of photos. I still haven't got around to loading the software for the camera onto this new computer. In fact I still haven't got around to finding the software!!

We took the kids to the magic cave yesterday to see Father Christmas. Mainly because Jarryd keeps changing his mind and I need to know - LOL!! I was so pissed off with David Jones. They have banned you taking your own photos so I was quite prepared to buy some photos but after waiting in line for over an hour, we were told their photographs weren't working. When I asked 2 people if I could take my own photo, they told me I couldn't because it was against store policy. I spat it. Fair enough if their equipment is working but I don't think they can ban you if they can't take photos either. I was nearly tempted to ask Father Christmas but I didn't want to get into an argument with him!! I am definitely going to send a letter to David Jones management. And in the end Jarryd asked for a surprise because he couldn't decide. Nikki asked for a rip stick which is like a skateboard and Ashleigh asked for a bike.

In my second week of weight watchers I lost 300g which brings the total to 3 kgs. I always have a tiny loss in week 2 and it was also TTOM so I was ok with that. Bigger one this week.

Nikki had a birthday party to go to yesterday afternoon and when we dropped her off, the parents asked us to stay for a drink. They are good friends and have a heated pool so Nikki and Ashleigh both had a swim. Well a quiet drink ended up with us staying until around 11pm. And I did have a bit too much to drink. I don't think I would have gone over points for the day because I had only had fruit for breakfast and then hadn't had time to eat until we had a BBQ tea at the party. Needless to say, the wine went straight to my head because of the lack of food and now I feel like crap today!!

Ashleigh had her end of year dancing concert last Sunday and I was so proud of her. She is going through such a tough time at the moment and one of Nikki's friends who is in the same dance group told Nikki that Ashleigh was embarrassing because she kept forgetting the steps. I was furious when I heard that. Girls can be such bitches. Well she didn't make even 1 mistake and I was the proudest mum there!! I wish I could have gotten some photos in her costumes but they won't allow cameras in the theatre and I was too slack to get backstage photos. She has decided to have a year off of dancing because she has been doing it for 5 years and wants a break. Can't say I'm unhappy about that. It was becoming a chore to get her to practice every week and I can put the money into my weight watchers meetings now. Something for me at last!!!!!

I have done very little Christmas shopping. I have a few things on layby but I need to do a lot more. K-Mart had 20% off toys this week but I am just not going to get the chance to get over there. We had a huge day yesterday and today we are going up into the Adelaide Hills for a BBQ with Steve's golf club. I really could stay home. Might get over there one night this week.

Like most people at this time of the year, we have something on most weekends now until christmas. Steve's work are putting on a christmas party for the kids next Saturday at a waterslide which is very close to our place so I'm hoping for some warm weather next weekend. Then we have a surprise 40th and my work show and then Steve's work show for the next 3 weekends after that. Crazy time of the year.

I'll be back next week to let you know how week 3 weigh in goes.

Thanks again for all your support for the dramas in my life. It really means so much to have such caring friends.


Anonymous said...

Hi Tina!

Well done on your losses so far. 3kg in two weeks is amazing! You go girl.

Sorry to hear you're having a hard time of it with hubby, too. I hope things start to improve soon.

Thinking of you!


Cinders said...

Dont feel too bad, I've done zero Xmas shopping. Good start to WW Tina, the 1st few weeks are very important I think - well done.

Joanne said...

My calender looksa bit like yours at the moment. I am always relieved when christmas finally gets here so things can go back to normal. Great blog, keep updating!

Chris H said...

I hope you can get something sorted out for you and the man, and your daughter too. It isn't very good that she doesn't want to be alone with her Dad. Christmas.... yikes I have done almost NOTHING about that yet. *sigh*

Jenny said...

Nice to have a post from you Tina. I have been thinking of you, and, had figured that things were just plodding along, because I know there would have been a post before this, if Steve had picked up his act. I really admire the fact that through all this you are still doing WW. It's tough enough to diet when all is well, without the added emotional burdens that you are currently carrying. Christmas yikes! For all my organizing, with my workload at the moment, I haven't done anything. Late night shopping tomorrow night, so I will make a start as Target has 20% off toys.

jill said...

Hi tina so sorry i haven't commented for ages i lost your address but jsut came accross it on the ww boards. Sorry things haven't been the best, I hope things start to get better.

On the weightloss front congratulations, I too am now back on ww even thought I have always worked there since having alexis I hadn't been doing it, any wya I will have a little brag I have lost 13.1kg in 8 weeks something has clicked and it is happening. We can do this.

chin up and take care Jillxx