Firstly I really want to thank everyone for their comment to my last post. I can totally relate to each and every one of you.
I know this is not an acceptable way of living for myself and the children. It has been going on for far too long and I can't do it anymore.
We sat the children down and had a good talk to them. They all told Steve how they are feeling and that they had been too scared to tell him the truth in the past. It broke my heart. Anyway it prompted Steve into making a phonecall and putting the wheels in place for counselling. I think we are on a waiting list which is typical!!
Things are still very strained between us because he still hasn't sat me down and tried talking. Like I said I'm sick of trying and things being ok for a couple of months and then it all happens again. He just can't communicate!!
Anyway I will wait until we can see the counsellor. I just can't face thinking about moving out or packing a house up before christmas.
He is going away on a bike rally this weekend and I think it is perfect timing. I just hope he can have a good think about things while he's away.
I really appreciate everything you have said. It's nothing I haven't thought a million times and I know this treatment is totally unacceptable but I just don't know how things are going to change.
Can people really change???
Anyway onto some good news. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
I LOST 2.7 KGS THIS WEEK!!!!!!!!!
Finally something to put a smile on my face.
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